So far we have discussed the overarching ways in which we attack each other, the phenomenon of baby mama-baby daddy syndrome, and today we will roll out the fourth part that must be discussed in greater detail than I can from this medium. But at least we can get the ball rolling, so-to-speak.
I said a lot over the past three days. Hopefully none of my words injured anyone. Hopefully the tough love was felt as more love than tough. It’s difficult to peel back the layer on self, as it’s much easier to peel back the layer on someone else. When you’re hurt and angry it’s easier to point out the flaws in the other person, to point out what they did and said wrong—but it’s extremely difficult to self-reflect and “check” ourselves.
I started these conversations because it’s important that we realize that this toxic environment has been growing out-of-control for more than 60 years. The seeds were planted during slavery in the US, it grew roots after emancipation, it sprouted during the 1920s and by the 1950s we saw more and more trees forming. By the 1970s we had woods lining our nation. Now we’re in the 2000s and we have full blown forests.
The reason we must have a conversation about each other, amongst each other, is because we represent each other. No matter who we engage and interact with, we still represent the other half of this dynamic. We share cultural and social truths that are unique to our people.
The only way for others who are non-Black to understand us in whole or in part is through dialogue with and observation of us. What we say to each other, how we treat each other, is how non-Blacks learn to speak to and treat us. It’s human nature yet we’re offended when we experience it.
We have a hyper-sensitivity because of the hundreds of years of past and present abuse that we have suffered at the hands of civilian, corporate, and government oppressors.
There’s a saying that “you save your worst behavior for the one closest to you” and that is not merely the one that you are in a familial, dating or marital relationship with, but one that you share the same “roots” with. Black people have been taught, trained, molded, and brainwashed to hate ourselves and to hate other Black people.
We have been brainwashed to believe that certain skin tones, hair textures, lip sizes, body frames, eye colors, and hair lengths are better or worse than others.
The slave masters tactic of pitting light-skinned versus dark-skinned is still present today.
We’re still buying into those twisted beliefs.
The tactic of turning the Black man and woman against each other, using sex (often rape), breaking up the family (selling one of them), and other methods, is still present today.
But when will we individually and collectively say, “no more” and mean it? When will we stop subscribing to past lies masqueraded as truths? When will we stop buying into the stereotypes that were created as propaganda mechanisms to divide? When will we stop perpetuating the lies that even our elders told because they didn’t know what they didn’t know—but we now know the truth.
When will being sick and tired of being sick and tired turn into a radical change of healing, acceptance, growth, and love?
To Black Men and Women I Say…
Ladies and gentlemen, brothas and sistas, we need to cut each other some major slack. We need to heal and we need to find a place of solitude within each other to help with that healing. Or we will continue to self-destruct and the only people that will be left to blame is you and me.
Let’s take ownership for the roles that we have individually and collectively played in the slow destruction of our people, families, and relationships.
Yes, others manipulated many things.
Yes, others introduced elements of mass destruction (drugs and guns) but we made and make the decision to use these things against ourselves and against each other.
Just like on the plantation, our minds are still enslaved.
Today we pimp each other, we serve death by drugs, we take the liberty of ending each others lives through the pulling of the trigger, stabbing of a knife, stomping of a foot, punching of a fist.
We have some harsh realities that we must take ownership for…
Today, Black women are raped by Black men more than by any other ethnic group.
The vast majority of Black drug addicts get their poison from Black drug dealers.
There are more Black deaths by Black hands (and by weapons used by Black hands), than by anyone else. Before the 1950s this was not the case.
We can guesstimate the number of lives lost to the periods of slavery (including the Middle Passage) and if you compared those numbers to the death toll caused by our own efforts from the 1970s to 2018 alone (we could go back farther but we don’t need to) those numbers would be staggering.
It doesn’t negate or make light of the death toll of Black people caused by non-Blacks and law enforcement.
What I’m saying is, why are we not mortified by the lives taken by our own people?
We have gang members and drug dealers wiping out our people. We live next door to them and do and say nothing.
We must police ourselves.
We must protect our families and neighborhoods. Sometimes that means protecting them from our own family.
Mothers need to stop protecting their deviant and criminal child. If your child harmed someone they must face the punishment of their offense. Mothers should be escorting their children to the principal’s office, to the police station, etc. When you shield them you only enable the mania that is brewing and waiting to be unleashed.
Mothers, if dad isn’t around to be the rock of your family then you need to turn to the village to step into that gap. And then you must rise up with the strength and courage that God gave you and gives you, and you must declare and enforce the rules of your home. If by chance dad is available to help lead your children, don’t be a fool–don’t be that ignorant baby mama–let that man in and let him help you raise your children right.
Reclaim your family. Don’t let your child be the menace we all fear and grow to resent and hate.
We must end this ignorant belief that “I ain’t no snitch” and “snitches get stitches“.
So it’s okay for Black people to terrorize and kill us, but when someone else takes our lives then we want to protest and demand change.
Law enforcement can barely solve crimes in our communities because we refuse to cooperate with them, yet we’re quick to dial 9-1-1.
Why are we not picketing and protesting outside of the homes and buildings of drug dealers and gang members?
Honestly, we act like we have Stockholm Syndrome.
Sexism and Misogyny in Our Community
We say and do nothing about the Black women and girls who are kidnapped, raped, abused, pimped and trafficked.
Are they not valuable enough to fight for and defend?
We read and see news footage of Black male celebrities who victimize Black girls and women, and we side with the celebrity. We rationalize his actions because we’re a fan of what he does in his professional life.
Our lack of outrage is why there’s no outrage from non-Blacks. Now let’s be clear, the moment the victim is white, the outrage from non-Blacks will be never-ending. They see the value in their women and girls, even if not fully (but you can’t victimize them).
Are Black women and girls not valuable? Is that why we are not valued? We already know that society values females less than males, but we value Black females even less.
Why do we celebrate calling and being called “bitches” and “hoes”?
Men should cringe and stop any man, woman, or child who uses those words to describe a female. Women and girls should immediately stop, correct, and redirect any person who feels entitled to refer to them using those words. It’s not acceptable, by anyone—not even our friends and family.
None of my friends or family members can say “bitch” or “ho” in relation or reference to me. Not even in anger.
We need to stop this mentality of “well I will just make lemonade out of it” by taking words meant to harm and then trying to flip them to make them fit and feel right to us. That’s distorting the lemon-lemonade premise and guess what? This ain’t lemonade. It’s just lemon with a splash of water.
We do it with “nigger”. Because we say “nigga” (a switch of two letters) we have convinced ourselves that this version is better and more acceptable, but only when said by another Black person.
Okay. Okay. Okay.
Whatever coping mechanism that we want to use to take away the power of that word.
But it can’t be applied with “bitch” and “ho”.
Those are gender-specific terms that we have flipped to also apply and reference to men (which enrages men), to balance, and take the weight out of their meanings and inferences.
But women can’t then say, “we can use these words but men can’t use them“.
So that same coping skill switcheroo does not and will not ever apply. We live in a sexist world where women and girls are always only seen as receivers not doers.
If men don’t want to be called bitches and hoes then they need to stop using those words, and they need to speak up and speak out about other people using those words.
We must protect ourselves and each other, and that means that sometimes that means protecting us from us.
What Are We Going to do to Resolve This Problem?
How will we leverage these tools of destruction to be lessons of redemption? Yes, we are our brother’s and sister’s keeper.
We have proven right those who enslaved our ancestors that we can be easily manipulated and controlled, we can be taught to devalue ourselves and each other, we can be extinguished as a race, we will never be united, and we are not as wise and intelligent as we profess—for if we were then we would see clearly that the shackles aren’t actually locked…
Free yourselves. Free others. Lift yourself up. Lift up others. Love yourselves. Love each other. Take off those shackles!
Stop Limiting Love to Black Love. Let People Love Who They Want!
This one may cause some anger to spew at me, but please listen with your heart.
The vast majority of Black people, especially African Americans, are affiliated with a religion that is based on and teaches love, inclusion, forgiveness, repentance, and atonement. If you are Christian, you have been raised to believe that Jesus said love everyone as you would love yourself. Jesus did not discriminate or hate.
So why are we so bitter when we see a Black man with any other woman except a Black one?
Why are Black men bitter when they see a Black woman with a man who isn’t also Black?
It’s especially true if the other person is white. Why?
The hurt and anger caused by our enslavement and by the hundreds of years of being told “you ain’t nothing”, surfaces to the top. The more than 100 years after being emancipated to earn the right to vote as a citizen, to have the right to eat and drink next to the same people whose families not-far-removed enslaved our people—those memories and that pain surfaces to the top. Knowing the history of Black men being lynched for looking at white women, speaking to white women, touching a white woman, and having sex with a white woman—even 50 years ago—those feelings surface and sting. Knowing that white slave masters raped and oftentimes impregnated Black female slaves is something that churns in the stomachs of our men.
Knowing all of this does not change the fact that God, no matter what name you call Him, commanded us to love. He didn’t say “only love people of your race” or “only love people of your religion“. No, He said that we’re to love.
That Black man who is dating or married to that non-Black woman is not less of a man or less Black because of who he loves. The same is true of the Black woman. I’m so tired of hearing people spew hate, sounding like the racists that enslaved you, and making absolutely no sense.
Stop the rhetoric of “watering down our race“. Most of you don’t even know where your ancestors came from before being shipped to the US. Most of you haven’t even taken an ethnic DNA test to see your racial makeup. All of this talk about “watering down” will have many of you shell shocked when you realize how not “pure” you are.
Some of you are walking around with so many races in your DNA that you look more like a pot of gumbo.
If Blackness is merely skin tone, then we’re all in trouble. Some of us are the same skin complexion of Latinos, Asians, and other olive and brown-skinned people. You’re ignorantly obsessing over the color of someone’s skin. You’re anti-white, yet your DNA most likely ties you to white ancestors. Some of you have issues with Mexicans and Latinos, yet some of you probably have their blood running through your veins. You have issues with Asians and don’t even know why—-but would be shocked to find even a small percentage of Asian DNA in you.
You sound just like your slave masters. You sound just like those hate mongers of the Jim Crow era. You sound just like the racists of the 1960s. You’re filled with so much hate that it is killing you and destroying our people. It’s not our “race-mixing” that is destroying us, it’s your ignorance that divides, turns away—and ultimately destroys us.
It’s all just ignorance and it goes against everything you’re taught in religion.
Love sees no color, religion, gender, race, or nationality. Love has no limits.
Love freely. Love whomever you want. Stop judging people for who they love.
I can tell you one thing, if I’m attracted to someone I’m going to get to know them—I don’t care about the color of their skin or the country where they originated. I’m going to love who loves me.
To All Humans I Say…
Let’s all be mindful of the things that we do and say, the biases we possess, the beliefs that we hold to be indisputable truths, and the stereotypes and labels that we perpetuate—and the impact that all of our words and actions have on others.
We can divide or unite. It is our choice, individually and collectively.
I can say that it has never been a time that one group of people stood strong without others supporting them in some way. Even in religious texts you can read stories of people from other tribes, religions or ethnic groups being moved and inspired to lend a hand, to provide refuge or resources for another groups freedom, safety, etc. Free yourselves. Free others. Lift yourself up. Lift up others. Love yourselves. Love each other. Take off those shackles!
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Truly it blesses my heart to read such spiritual truth, that is not colored coded, that does not feed unforgiveness and anger, clears the road towards freedom and the ability to operate out of love. In one of my classes I had a dialogue with an elder that he thought teaching black males to fear the police was a good idea. I told him certainly not, when 90 to 98 percent of black males are murder by someone that looks like him. I told him I teach my soon to live wisely. I say that to say that is the same non-sense black lives matter promotes… yet they won’t march to shut down drug houses. when our children get murdered, we wrap ribbons on around a tree, light some candles and stay silent. I’m just saying, I touch and agree with the message. Even on the descriptive of Godly love. Love is not religious, not racial nor territorial. I promise you, I just posted two days ago a poem called It’s everywhere” i’m getting confirm today. thanks for artful, loving expression of truth. I truly enjoyed myself
Wow! I’m truly humbled. Thank you. I was nervous about writing the posts because I feared backlash from so many directions, but I convinced myself that saying nothing was far worse than the backlash I feared. I shared and will continue to share out of love. Now to the class you mentioned—wow, the elder thought it wise to teach black males to fear the police?!? Oh my goodness. What we fear we grow to despise and then to hate. There’s no room for acceptance, compassion and love when you operate out of the space of fear. It’s impossible to see clearly and through different lenses, understanding we each have our own perspective—but when you operate from the position that the elder would suggest we take, then we will always see ourselves and be seen as coming from a place of weakness not strength, hate and not love, ignorant and not enlightened. I’m glad that you spoke up because
oftentimes we ignore comments like that because it’s “safer” than ruffling feathers. So instead we “amen” ignorant comments and actions, rather than offer a different approach. I will read your poem “It’s Everywhere” so that I may get a dose of added confirmation for myself. As I said in my other comment, “iron sharpens iron”. Thank you so very much.
your most welcome! I been fulfilled through our fellowshipping.
Covert abuse is a rampant and an under recognized issue in society. Cycles of idealization, disalusionment and subsequent devaluation is a phenomena that I see play out regularly in relationships between men and women. The interesting thing I have recognized is how a person who has been previously been abused and devalued can in a new relationship take on the characteristic of a previous abuser themselves when paired with a person that mimics there own codependent mindset. I’ve seen ppl mirror the behavior and mindset of there abuser and inflict the same pain and destructiveness that they suffered through onto a new a victim. As I said usually someone that reminds them of there own tender heartedness. Also the need to hold others to account while simultaneously refusing to be held accountable seems like me to be a form of abuse. Narcissism, narcissistic supply, compensatory narcissism, emotional manipulation/black male are serious topics that when understood properly can save a life.
Yes, I agree completely with your statement. Sadly, the cycle of abuse is continued—sometimes unknowingly—by the once abused now-turned abuser. We model what we see and hear—even when we know right from wrong. It’s even clearly defined in the workplace: some employees will take on characteristics, traits and behavior of the manager/boss they despised for possessing those same
traits, characteristics and behaviors.